Sorry your having a hard time. Birthdays and holidays are the worst. On my dads last birthday with us I told him I was preganant with Max. Thinking about him and Justen always just sneaks up on me. A smell or a place will just trigger a memory. I gets eaiser though. I hope you can still have a happy day.

I haven’t been around Drew enough to know, but I’d say that’s an accurate assessment. Who knows why. I just use humor as a defense mechanism, I think mom does too. I still cry about it almost every day though. :)